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Oct. 19th, 2018 01:34 am* "Afghans remain resilient amid Taliban attacks aimed at derailing upcoming election:" https://www.cbsnews.com/news/afghanistan-elections-afghans-remain-resilient-amid-taliban-attacks-aimed-at-derailing-voting/
* "Happy there's now a Me Too movement in India: Maneka Gandhi:" https://www.indiatoday.in/india/story/happy-there-s-now-a-me-too-movement-in-india-maneka-gandhi-1358427-2018-10-08
* "Khashoggi suspects: Turkish newspaper publishes fresh images:" https://www.theguardian.com/world/2018/oct/18/jamal-khashoggi-suspects-turkish-newspaper-sabah-fresh-images-saudi-arabia
* "Who's who in alleged Saudi 'hit squad':" https://www.bbc.com/news/world-middle-east-45906396
* "U.S. spies ask how deeply Saudi prince was involved in Khashoggi death:" https://www.nbcnews.com/news/mideast/u-s-intel-officials-inconceivable-saudi-prince-had-no-link-n921846
* "Khashoggi Crisis Widens Trump Rift With Congress on Saudi Arabia:" https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2018-10-18/khashoggi-crisis-widens-trump-rift-with-congress-on-saudi-arabia
* "Mnuchin says he won't go to Saudi conference amid tension over Khashoggi disappearance:" https://www.politico.com/story/2018/10/18/mnuchin-says-he-wont-go-to-saudi-conference-amid-tension-over-khashoggi-disappearance-912685
* "Pompeo pushes to give Saudis more time for Khashoggi investigation:" https://www.politico.com/story/2018/10/18/pompeo-trump-khashoggi-investigation-912530
* "Possible Saudi fall guy for Khashoggi also Trump camp middle man:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/possible-saudi-fall-guy-for-khashoggi-also-trump-camp-middle-man-1346970179602?v=railb&
* "Trump apparently helping Saudi Arabia on Khashoggi cover story:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/trump-apparently-helping-saudi-arabia-on-khashoggi-cover-story-1346971203797?v=railb&
* "We finally know the full extent of Russia's Twitter trolling campaign:" https://www.wired.co.uk/article/twitter-troll-data-russia-ira-iran
* "Why Trump's 'natural instinct for science' is so laughable:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/why-trumps-natural-instinct-science-so-laughable
* "Trump Organization sues dead man's estate for $90,000:" https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/trump-organization-sues-dead-man-s-estate-90-000-n921586
* "Trump more involved in stopping FBI HQ move than previously known, emails show:" https://www.cnn.com/2018/10/18/politics/trump-fbi-building/index.html
* "Trump Intervened In FBI HQ Project To Protect His Hotel, Democrats Allege:" https://www.npr.org/2018/10/18/658509261/trump-intervened-in-fbi-hq-project-to-protect-his-hotel-democrats-allege
* "E-mail revelation puts neat bow on Donald Trump FBI HQ scandal:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/e-mail-revelation-puts-neat-bow-on-donald-trump-fbi-hq-scandal-1347889731555?v=railb&
* "Trump, GSA head caught putting Trump business ahead of taxpayers:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/trump-gsa-head-caught-putting-trump-business-ahead-of-taxpayers-1347888707900?v=railb&
* "Revealed: Russian billionaire set up US company before Trump Tower meeting:" https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2018/oct/18/russian-billionaire-aras-agalarov-company-trump-tower-meeting
* "Trump lawyers fight lawsuit they call 'politically motivated' by sex-assault accuser:" https://abcnews.go.com/Politics/trumps-lawyers-court-fight-lawsuit-call-politically-motivated/story?id=58582252
* "Bolton and Kelly get into heated shouting match sparking resignation fears:" https://www.cnn.com/2018/10/18/politics/john-kelly-john-bolton-immigration/index.html
* "Don McGahn out as White House counsel, sources say:" https://www.cnn.com/2018/10/17/politics/mcgahn-leaving-white-house-council/index.html
* "Interior accuses Ben Carson of sending 'false information' about watchdog:" https://www.politico.com/story/2018/10/18/ben-carson-false-information-allegations-860755
* "Shame tempers shopping for friendlier inspector general for Zinke:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/shame-tempers-shopping-for-friendlier-inspector-general-for-zinke-1347890243526?v=railb&
* "Former Scott Walker staffers to voters: pick someone else:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/former-scott-walker-staffers-to-voters-pick-someone-else-1347889731590?v=railb&
* "‘Veep’: An Indiana Democratic Senator Basically Recreated Jonah Ryan’s Campaign Ad:" https://www.indiewire.com/2018/10/veep-joe-donnelly-woodchopping-ad-jonah-ryan-1202013189/
* "This midterm ad is straight out of an episode of "Veep":" http://www.msnbc.com/all-in/watch/this-midterm-ad-is-straight-out-of-an-episode-of-veep-1347791427932?v=railb&
* "GOP Rep. Dave Brat Tells Addict in Jail: ‘Think You’re Having a Hard Time? I’ve Got $5M Worth of Negative Ads Coming at Me.’:" https://www.thedailybeast.com/gop-rep-dave-brat-tells-addict-in-jail-think-youre-having-a-hard-time-ive-got-dollar5m-worth-of-negative-ads-coming-at-me
* "Indicted GOP Congressman Slings Racist Falsehoods In Effort To Save His Seat:" https://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/california-congressman-duncan-hunter-ammar-campa-najjar_us_5bc4ab88e4b01a01d68d0109
* "How Do You Defeat a Bigot?:" https://www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-features/duncan-hunter-campa-najjar-congress-california-744324/
* "Ammar Campa-Najjar: Duncan Hunter is a coward:" http://www.msnbc.com/all-in/watch/ammar-campa-najjar-duncan-hunter-is-a-coward-1347791427686?v=railb&
* "How Native American Leaders Are Trying to Tackle Voter Suppression in North Dakota:" https://psmag.com/social-justice/native-american-activists-are-trying-to-tackle-voter-suppression-in-north-dakota
* "Native Americans stand up to targeting by Republican voter ID law:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/native-americans-stand-up-to-targeting-by-republican-voter-id-law-1346966595941?v=railb&
* "GOP steps up vote suppression as Democrats grow in determination:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/gop-steps-up-vote-suppression-as-democrats-grow-in-determination-1346968643852?v=railb&
* "Voting rights groups sue Kemp, Georgia over rejection of ballots:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/voting-rights-groups-sue-kemp-georgia-over-rejection-of-ballots-1347889219827?v=railb&
* "Trump threatens to close US-Mexico border over Honduran migrant caravan:" https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2018/oct/18/trump-threatens-to-close-us-mexico-border-over-migrant-caravan
* "Woman fired after video shows her blocking black man from entering his own apartment building:" https://www.abcactionnews.com/news/white-woman-blocks-black-man-apartment-building-video
* "Mekatilili wa Menza: The widow who beat the British through ecstatic dance:" https://www.rejectedprincesses.com/princesses/mekatilili-wa-menza
* I have finished season four of sons of Anarchy. The desensitization seems to be complete, the triggers worn down smooth enough, though of course that doesn't mean I don't have feelings about it. I have to say that the music stays really on point. This season was frustrating, in that the characters kept doing the politics wrong. *smile* I kept gaming things out and they kept making obviously wrong decisions instead of ones with plausible potential for reasonable outcomes.
I kept thinking of this Werewolf table top I was in during the mid '90's. My character was leader of the pack, very serious about honor. The GM had cleverly maneuvered her into a situation where two sets of vows conflicted. She paused for only a second or two, then made her choice. The GM looked shocked and pointed out the perfectly obvious betrayal my character was committing the pack to, and didn't I want to think about it some more? I looked him in the eyes and asked, "Would agonizing about it improve the situation?" Him: No, but... Me: Then we go into the Umbra and try to salvage what of our honor we can.
This is how I am and always was, when the raft hit the waterfall, when the boy was clutching the knife. I take the best path I can see and save the analysis for the aftermath. Generally fast is better when shit gets real.
I still am in this weird place watching the show. I can entirely empathize with why people choose this, particularly why War veterans were drawn to forming these clubs in the first place; at the same time, I can't imagine ever wanting to do this myself. I get the human psychology logic of it; it is a life I would have utterly rejected even if I hadn't accidentally tangled with the frigging Warlocks as a teen.
Watching Juice in his agonies, especially so close after the Kavanaugh Hearings, I kept thinking of the eighteen year old I was: back straight, chin up, utterly unashamed as I looked the only person in the room who's opinion actually mattered when the Warlocks tried me. He was clearly a Vietnam Vet come out in his full regalia to straighten out some mess the son and nephew of his brothers had gotten himself into. He was not expecting my calm, cold, fury and my unhesitating obviously truthful responses to the nonsense I'd been accused of. I was clearly not what he expected, and I think I was meant to be cowering instead of quietly outraged. The other two the Warlocks sent weren't that much older than us and not fully kitted out, so I made my case to the one sitting on my Mother's kitchen chair as if it were a throne.
The risk of the truth told straight and clear was worth it for me, though the price was high. I kept thinking that the truth would have been much simpler and more apt to serve in most of the story lines: with Juice, with Bobby, with the whole J.T. mess. Better to throw oneself forward into a messy situation with the truth told plain and to take the 50/50 odds than to mess about getting increasingly more compromised and worsening chances for a good outcome. The fact that they were mostly rescued by Deus ex CIA doesn't change the fact that without the last minute saved they'd all have been fucked by the lack of a little upfront social courage.
Which doesn't make it bad art, mind. Most people would much rather lie and hope than look judge and accusers in the eyes and talk it through. My accusers broke and betrayed themselves as a couple jealous teenagers who tried to get two of us killed because none of the three of us wanted to fuck them. My judge took a face saving compromise brokered by a weasel when he realized how easily he and his brothers had been manipulated into trying to big foot some high school dating drama. Most people don't figure the odds the way I do and tend to see through as the fastest road out. I get that, I do. Most people take what looks like the short term easy without thinking through the next series of steps an consequences. Juice took a situation where he had an even chance of nothing much happening vs. losing the club and exchanged it for pretty much dead either way short of a miracle. Bobby really fucked shit up because he couldn't bring himself to tell Otto a hard truth and live with the short term consequences. Frustrating to watch, though beautifully executed.
I plan to take another run at Hannibal at some point soon when time and spoons allow. It's been long enough I pretty much have to start at the beginning. I may skip over the section that is triggery at end of season one/early season 2. We'll see how I feel when I get there. I can't remember how many episodes into season two I quit because they kept dancing on my triggers, so even if I do skip some, I'll have to come back in the middle of a bad patch. With desensitization, going slow is crucial to success. I know doing this is long term good for me and I've been spoiled on enough things that I really want to make it to season three which looks very relevance to my interests.
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* "Khashoggi suspects: Turkish newspaper publishes fresh images:" https://www.theguardian.com/world/2018/oct/18/jamal-khashoggi-suspects-turkish-newspaper-sabah-fresh-images-saudi-arabia
* "Who's who in alleged Saudi 'hit squad':" https://www.bbc.com/news/world-middle-east-45906396
* "U.S. spies ask how deeply Saudi prince was involved in Khashoggi death:" https://www.nbcnews.com/news/mideast/u-s-intel-officials-inconceivable-saudi-prince-had-no-link-n921846
* "Khashoggi Crisis Widens Trump Rift With Congress on Saudi Arabia:" https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2018-10-18/khashoggi-crisis-widens-trump-rift-with-congress-on-saudi-arabia
* "Mnuchin says he won't go to Saudi conference amid tension over Khashoggi disappearance:" https://www.politico.com/story/2018/10/18/mnuchin-says-he-wont-go-to-saudi-conference-amid-tension-over-khashoggi-disappearance-912685
* "Pompeo pushes to give Saudis more time for Khashoggi investigation:" https://www.politico.com/story/2018/10/18/pompeo-trump-khashoggi-investigation-912530
* "Possible Saudi fall guy for Khashoggi also Trump camp middle man:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/possible-saudi-fall-guy-for-khashoggi-also-trump-camp-middle-man-1346970179602?v=railb&
* "Trump apparently helping Saudi Arabia on Khashoggi cover story:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/trump-apparently-helping-saudi-arabia-on-khashoggi-cover-story-1346971203797?v=railb&
* "We finally know the full extent of Russia's Twitter trolling campaign:" https://www.wired.co.uk/article/twitter-troll-data-russia-ira-iran
* "Why Trump's 'natural instinct for science' is so laughable:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow-show/why-trumps-natural-instinct-science-so-laughable
* "Trump Organization sues dead man's estate for $90,000:" https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/trump-organization-sues-dead-man-s-estate-90-000-n921586
* "Trump more involved in stopping FBI HQ move than previously known, emails show:" https://www.cnn.com/2018/10/18/politics/trump-fbi-building/index.html
* "Trump Intervened In FBI HQ Project To Protect His Hotel, Democrats Allege:" https://www.npr.org/2018/10/18/658509261/trump-intervened-in-fbi-hq-project-to-protect-his-hotel-democrats-allege
* "E-mail revelation puts neat bow on Donald Trump FBI HQ scandal:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/e-mail-revelation-puts-neat-bow-on-donald-trump-fbi-hq-scandal-1347889731555?v=railb&
* "Trump, GSA head caught putting Trump business ahead of taxpayers:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/trump-gsa-head-caught-putting-trump-business-ahead-of-taxpayers-1347888707900?v=railb&
* "Revealed: Russian billionaire set up US company before Trump Tower meeting:" https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2018/oct/18/russian-billionaire-aras-agalarov-company-trump-tower-meeting
* "Trump lawyers fight lawsuit they call 'politically motivated' by sex-assault accuser:" https://abcnews.go.com/Politics/trumps-lawyers-court-fight-lawsuit-call-politically-motivated/story?id=58582252
* "Bolton and Kelly get into heated shouting match sparking resignation fears:" https://www.cnn.com/2018/10/18/politics/john-kelly-john-bolton-immigration/index.html
* "Don McGahn out as White House counsel, sources say:" https://www.cnn.com/2018/10/17/politics/mcgahn-leaving-white-house-council/index.html
* "Interior accuses Ben Carson of sending 'false information' about watchdog:" https://www.politico.com/story/2018/10/18/ben-carson-false-information-allegations-860755
* "Shame tempers shopping for friendlier inspector general for Zinke:" http://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/shame-tempers-shopping-for-friendlier-inspector-general-for-zinke-1347890243526?v=railb&
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* "‘Veep’: An Indiana Democratic Senator Basically Recreated Jonah Ryan’s Campaign Ad:" https://www.indiewire.com/2018/10/veep-joe-donnelly-woodchopping-ad-jonah-ryan-1202013189/
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* I have finished season four of sons of Anarchy. The desensitization seems to be complete, the triggers worn down smooth enough, though of course that doesn't mean I don't have feelings about it. I have to say that the music stays really on point. This season was frustrating, in that the characters kept doing the politics wrong. *smile* I kept gaming things out and they kept making obviously wrong decisions instead of ones with plausible potential for reasonable outcomes.
I kept thinking of this Werewolf table top I was in during the mid '90's. My character was leader of the pack, very serious about honor. The GM had cleverly maneuvered her into a situation where two sets of vows conflicted. She paused for only a second or two, then made her choice. The GM looked shocked and pointed out the perfectly obvious betrayal my character was committing the pack to, and didn't I want to think about it some more? I looked him in the eyes and asked, "Would agonizing about it improve the situation?" Him: No, but... Me: Then we go into the Umbra and try to salvage what of our honor we can.
This is how I am and always was, when the raft hit the waterfall, when the boy was clutching the knife. I take the best path I can see and save the analysis for the aftermath. Generally fast is better when shit gets real.
I still am in this weird place watching the show. I can entirely empathize with why people choose this, particularly why War veterans were drawn to forming these clubs in the first place; at the same time, I can't imagine ever wanting to do this myself. I get the human psychology logic of it; it is a life I would have utterly rejected even if I hadn't accidentally tangled with the frigging Warlocks as a teen.
Watching Juice in his agonies, especially so close after the Kavanaugh Hearings, I kept thinking of the eighteen year old I was: back straight, chin up, utterly unashamed as I looked the only person in the room who's opinion actually mattered when the Warlocks tried me. He was clearly a Vietnam Vet come out in his full regalia to straighten out some mess the son and nephew of his brothers had gotten himself into. He was not expecting my calm, cold, fury and my unhesitating obviously truthful responses to the nonsense I'd been accused of. I was clearly not what he expected, and I think I was meant to be cowering instead of quietly outraged. The other two the Warlocks sent weren't that much older than us and not fully kitted out, so I made my case to the one sitting on my Mother's kitchen chair as if it were a throne.
The risk of the truth told straight and clear was worth it for me, though the price was high. I kept thinking that the truth would have been much simpler and more apt to serve in most of the story lines: with Juice, with Bobby, with the whole J.T. mess. Better to throw oneself forward into a messy situation with the truth told plain and to take the 50/50 odds than to mess about getting increasingly more compromised and worsening chances for a good outcome. The fact that they were mostly rescued by Deus ex CIA doesn't change the fact that without the last minute saved they'd all have been fucked by the lack of a little upfront social courage.
Which doesn't make it bad art, mind. Most people would much rather lie and hope than look judge and accusers in the eyes and talk it through. My accusers broke and betrayed themselves as a couple jealous teenagers who tried to get two of us killed because none of the three of us wanted to fuck them. My judge took a face saving compromise brokered by a weasel when he realized how easily he and his brothers had been manipulated into trying to big foot some high school dating drama. Most people don't figure the odds the way I do and tend to see through as the fastest road out. I get that, I do. Most people take what looks like the short term easy without thinking through the next series of steps an consequences. Juice took a situation where he had an even chance of nothing much happening vs. losing the club and exchanged it for pretty much dead either way short of a miracle. Bobby really fucked shit up because he couldn't bring himself to tell Otto a hard truth and live with the short term consequences. Frustrating to watch, though beautifully executed.
I plan to take another run at Hannibal at some point soon when time and spoons allow. It's been long enough I pretty much have to start at the beginning. I may skip over the section that is triggery at end of season one/early season 2. We'll see how I feel when I get there. I can't remember how many episodes into season two I quit because they kept dancing on my triggers, so even if I do skip some, I'll have to come back in the middle of a bad patch. With desensitization, going slow is crucial to success. I know doing this is long term good for me and I've been spoiled on enough things that I really want to make it to season three which looks very relevance to my interests.
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